My reaction to that post was a heartfelt... yes... depression feels like that, and I'm --- not happy, since I wish you didn't have to feel that way, but pleased, maybe? --- to see someone articulate expressing their experience, and how it all feels from inside. I do wish that you may find peace and surcease from the wonky brain chemistry, and I selfishly hope that you will also stay around for a long time, because I truly enjoy your writing, but --- good Lord. As far as I could tell, there was nothing in the post that said you were feeling actively suicidal NOW, so what the fuck with these interventionist people? And what the fuck with trying to contact you directly when they aren't in your personal life? Good Lord. I respect your right to your own life and the fact that I am not your friend in person. I hope that your real-life friends are supporting you and keeping you sane and alive, but that's all I can reasonably do.
For what it's worth....
Date: 2014-01-13 12:06 am (UTC)