No, no, no sad faces! Because my mom went to your events and loved it, and then for my birthday I got "Letters to the Pumpkin King" in a fancy slipcase. I don't actually remember if I even told her I wanted it, I just sent a long email with "here's where Seanan is going to be go see her she's awesome her books are awesome have you read them all yet let me tell you more about them!"